HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, DESSA/ g0tn00dles!! ♥ I read your entry about your Birthday, so it seems like you had lots of fun! ^^ Good~



Okay so here's the reason why I'm updating this: remember my friend(idk should I call him that anymore) Markus, whom I ranted about some time ago? We haven't contacted each other for over a year, and now he sent me a text message that he's having a Birthday party at his place on Saturday, and my ex-friends are probably there too. Should I go or not? I'd really like to go since I still like him (as a friend) and I'd like to be friends with him again, but I know there's gonna be some awkward moments with my ex-friends.. Since me and the girls (except for Jenni and Anna) are in the same class in gymnasium, I've sort of communicated with them but pretty much ignored them after I stopped hanging out with them (WHICH WAS PROBABLY A HUGE MISTAKE SINCE I LIKE THEM TOO :|).. And Markus is in a bakery school or something in Espoo so..


I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD GO OR NOT. GOD WHY IS MY SOCIAL LIFE SO FULL OF SHIT? DEAR F-LIST, HELP ME ;_;

Last time I updated here was back in September.. I thought I should update again because some people have added me while I've been on hiatus, so..


I've been good. Well, sort of. I've of course had my ups and downs, but luckily they're mostly ups. I've managed to struggle somewhat good grades in Math, because one of our teachers made tests that even an idiot like me could pass it and get an 5 of them. I've already passed one test an today was one again, hopefully I'll pass that one too.

Me and my friends have been going to a café called Café Leivos (= Café Pastry). That place is so wonderful, I always order cocoa and my friends order vanilla café latte. ♥ I have to try it too, because it looks really good.

Oh, I recently turned 17. I got a pair of woolen socks and a Moomin mug. ♥ Soon my collection is complete.. Not. I'm not even going to try to find any of the older mugs, I bet they're pretty expensive.. I know that g0tn00dles remembered my Birthday, thank you! ♥ I've sometimes read everyone's entries when I've gotten the time, just to know what you guys are doing.. I'm so creepy.

I don't know how, but I've finally beaten my art block! I've been drawing a lot in the past few days, and I'm glad about it. Feels nice to have my passion for art and drawing back. Here are some of the ones I've made: anatomy exercise  lead pencil exercise   Damien and Pip from South Park  random monsters

I'm probably still on hiatus, since I'm not really using my lj anymore. Sorry to some of you who've recently added me, but I'm just lame like this..

I'm so happy~~ I'm really close to my goal, which is 65kg! It's about 67kg right now, hopefully I'll lose more in the future! ♥



I actually made an Amber-icon. Fml. I made it from a crappy screenshot, so that's why it looks horrible. D: I'm probably deleting it in the future, needs more space for Kyuhyun. ♥



I'm seriously falling for this girl. *_* I don't get why people cry over how she's forced to look like a boy and that she doesn't blend in with the other girls... As a tomboy myself, I felt like shit when I had to wear girlish clothes. Which was like, before summer? Idk, I was talking to a friend of mine and we made a bet about me wearing girly clothes for few months, and I did it. :D Thank God I don't have to wear make up, pink/white clothes and ridiculously revealing shirts anymore... But anyway, YOU GO GIRL. ♥



Am I the only one who can't wait for SJ-M's comeback? Jfc, I WANT TO SEE THE BOYS TOGETHER AGAIN. ZHOU MIII. ♥♥